Daily Dose of Misery.

Hi, this is just a reallly incredibly quick post about how my day went. lets just some it up.. crappy. I sdoubt I can ever smile again. seriously. My gradesr are just dropping like a slow water drop. I had a bunch of A's to show for on my mid quarter test, but now, i only have 2 A's if I;m lucky. and 3 D's. god damn freaken DEE! hohw am i supposed to sleep at night with that towering over my head? My biology teacher had like a 40 minutes talk with me today about how I need to catchup. I have a new D in that class. what was an A at the beginning of the quarter is now a D. I have til next week to turn in all my latework for a 7/10 as the highest score i can recieve. Not only that, but I have to have to turn in my biblio for history in order to have a passing D. ( i have an F in that class...) Algebra2, i have to really step it up and stop procrastinating, start working and just not be behind. procrastination sucks. finally, i think thats it. im really just depressed at how unworthy, stupid, not smart, bot good for the world type mood. I just need to get a better grade asap, because this is high school, and college, i just have to get into college. UCLA and stanford or berkely are my dream schools. and with out mch help from my aunt, i just have to get there on my own.this is my goal for the school year. to do good in school. forget about my past life in LA. and to just do good. im tired of trying to live a double life keeping up with everyones lives in LA. i just have to face the reality that I'm here now, and MHS is just my number one priority now. -sigh- so asian. so not me i know. but this is how im going to have to start acting in order to be happy. right now im just miserable. pure and utterly miserable. im not sure if i can even put a "fake" smile anymore. how will you know if a person is truly smiling? look into their eyes, if theyre cold and emothionless, you;ll know its fake. thats it. alright bye now. cross country practice. maybe theyll bring up my day.

pass the kalua.. PIG.

hey bloogerrr!! i have not blogged in such a long time and ive decided to start my daily blogging from now on since im always at the library afterschool, yep thats how im doing it now..

for all you nosy nosy people reading this, my schedule goes as folows.

1) GT English 9
2) Pre AP Modern Hawaiian History
3) GT Biology 9
4) Algebra2
5) Orchestra1
6) Physical Education

*GT meaining Gifted and Talented.

So yea, my thoughts on the classes? theyre torture !! wayy different than middle school, the only class i actually do like is english, and orchestra. The english teacher is cool, and orchestra is just fun and when we sound good, we sound GOOD.


Thoughts on other classes. Class i think is ABSOLUTELY HELL? Pre AP hawaiian history !! its the death of me. so freaken hard and crap. i hate those 50 minutes of class. its the death of me. GT Biology? not as hard, but the teacher annoys the heck outta me. when ever we ask him a question his response: "You guys are supposed to figure it out, you are GT biology now regular" gaahh we make great impressions of him and his brazilian accent but it bugs the heck outta us. uhmm, algebra 2. its not hard, just annoying. you see, people in hawaii are not as smart in the brain as the people in cali and by that i mean, there are freaken seniors and juniors in my classs, dumb much !? the freshmans are barely taking algebra1 and pre alg! i mean for reals, i took that in 7th grade! and even the not too smart are taking geometry this year! and the seniors and juniors attitude just bug the crap outta me. everyday, i bring a stress relief ball and repeat to myself to not throw the large alg2 book at their head. such conceited inconspicuous little female dogs! and finally pe. in middle school, it was all easy, just do good on the 17 minute runs right? over here, were a rich little school and we can afford heart rate monitors for everyone, so we use those. we always have to get 20-30 minutes into our time zone of howmany heart beats you have. like its a watch and strap thing that measures how fast your heart beats and were supposed to get it 130-190 beats per min. freaken hard !!

CLUBS&SPORTS.
to all my little nightingalers, remember how i used to be in eery sport and club at school? thats sorta the same, but sports arent as easy as it seems. i joined cross country... biggest regret. we run 6-10 miles a day! 5 times a week, and if you miss more than one practice a week, youre cut. just yesterday, it was literally poutring and we were running on grass and all these other places. and when were trying our hardest, coach just like lectures, you guys need to put more effort in what you do! and all this other stuff. makes me just want to cry. he gives absoutely NO positive feedback, no smiles, or anything! just his german voice makes me jump. other than that, the rest of the clubs im in are fun. theres a service clubn called the key club, hui malama which is this environmental club, dance club, where we break it down! and student government. i forgot, just recently joined GSA (Gay Straight Aliiance) and the people there are just awesome! most of them are Bi/ Gay but there are a handful of straights! were going to have a mararena or congo line on coming out day and we began planning all these cool activities to do soon! so its a bunch of fun.

FIRST.FEW.DAYS/WEEKS
alright so i came in mililani high as the new kid, who just recently graduated from a little middle school from socali. i had noo friends at all, and ate lunch by myself and wandered around the campus watching social groups walk past me laughing and having a good time. i was really lonely. it wasnt until a few weeks ago that i met one of the coolest, weirdest, most perverted group ever. :) and i love them all . they make me smile everyday and ill post a pic of most of them on myspace later on today. but they are truly awesome, and one of the hilarious people ever. they make me laugh so hard i cry! though i do need to make more freshman friends because most of them are sophmores and juniors.

HOMECOMING.
yep, homecoming is next week! and the masquerade ball ! the first thing i thought was gossip girl! cause of that one episode.. yea. so in one week, i need to find a mask, a dress, and yea! i found my date to go with and we actually bought our ticket together already so yep. so nervous of how its going to be like, first high school dance!

Feeeling tired Lately.

Hello blogger! Sorry if I havent blogged in a MONTH?! yeaa hahah. quite busyand lazy to blog now adays. i did a bunch of drafts so im hoping to publish them after the CSTs are done with. ok. this week has sorta been shitty not really gonna say whyy but, close friends know. today: in science i finally did good on the assesment! i going to promise myself that im going to go to tutoring next week! geo: got free dodger tix, they i like the ANGELS, betch! haha jk. english: we were reading our POV essays, and when ms.chan read mine everyone was like, whoaa wos was that?! ( as it was anonymous) and i was laughing so hard. PE: blehh its so damn hot man! and the other team only had 4 people and aguirre and becky went in playing aganst us! it was a buncha fun playing aginst them, we WON! ahhaa >=D history: pretty weird day, hahah me and kington had our "across the room conversations" just to bug puth x] he always somehow catches us, but doesnt care. afterschool: eh, went to afterschool practice. and played some bball. tomoros not gonna be fun, gonna be sorta loner in every class because of all the field trips! rawr. and CSTS ARE EFFING NEXT WEEK MAN!! IM SCARED FOR GEOMETRY AND HISTORY PART!!! AAAAH. english is the easist and science is medium. why do 8th graders have to take so many?! i miss being a 7th grader :( well anyways thats about it, i hope to get next week done and over with, i have knapp as my testing teacher T___T his voice is VERY annoying im glad i have puth as history :D (even though i hardly learn anything) D: so yeaa ty for reading byee!! (:

Spring Break Recap !

helloo blogger ! today im catching up on bloggin for the week haha. spring break was pretty awesome, but i didnt go to vegas so that was a bummer , but still it was pretty fun (: hmm let me recap. last saturday: mesa finals, i wore red pants ! ahaha. freaken had to wake up at like 5:30 though ! ughh and like we got there so early and we had to wait for people. math competition was pretty hard . and we lost... played duck duck goose, but resulted ina game of tag. and had in n out for lunch ! :D sunday:went to the salon to get a perm it turned out pretty whack. but i made the best of it ! and then hit up costco and target. monday: asdfghj i dont remember anything i did ! rawr. tuesday: went to americana and movies for julies bday celebration ! it was hecka fun (: we saw monsters vs aliens while some other peple watched haunting of conneticut . and walked around . then julie had to go home . but we walked around glendale galleria and didnt shop much. got pinkberry after ! dude its really a rip off compared to yogurtland ! it was a really nice day out . wednesday: went to the doctors to get my last shot ! no more until 10 years yea-yuuh ! lol. thursday : got some bad news that im moving to hawaii :(. so that made me depressed the whole day . friday: went to watch hannah montana moviee ! it was soo cute ! and lucas till was soo hott ! his smile is like aaaah ! had in n out AGAIN ! roflmao. saturdayy: the day ive ben waitin for all week ! it sucked that karmen couldnt make it :[ but vfc asnt there anyways :P . hmm got here like at 4:30 ? walked around a lot and then at likee 6:30 i went to the stage and i saw the oh deemgirls there already doing the hoedown throwdown ! LOL , a lot of people were looking. :P i called up steffy and asked where they were. turned out they took the wrong train and then had to go back to union and reake another train ! but they made it (: then laura came with her sisters (: and we saw v sevani and jared, wesley, and asher from v factory ! at 7 the concert started. the beachgirl5 were awesome! haha they performed 3 songs? yeaa. the crowd was crazzyy! so packed! and then when the mighty were performing we (lizzy, steffy, laura, and i) went to talk with v factory and got bear hugs from welsey! hahah. laura got to talk with jared! and asher was talking with garret jiroux? yeaa. we got some quick hugs from everyone and i was scared of getting pics so i didnt ask Dx. hmm during the rest of the concert, we werent really that interested, we just kept looking around for thomas&drew hahah. then we saw viince! and started talking to him (: he was super nice. and talked to us for a while. hahah we took pics and talked to us again ! we talked for like half an hour! or more? hahah. hes so cute with straight hair ;). then he had to go. :[ and we were just standing there watching the concert, traphic did some rap songs. uhmm and there were 2 other bands but i forgot them xP. this guy from musiconlineworld.com or omething like that came up to laura and asked her if she liked music and she was like o.o suree? then another guy wearing A LOT of bling came up to lizzy and asked her some things and all we heard was no sorry. turns out he was looking for dancers for the LA Lakers! LOL! hahah. yeaa then KIIS FM had a dance offf like they asked people in the crowd to come up on stage. and yeaa there were 2 guys that were REALLY good., one lady like was shaking her but and that was all she did. and we were like x__X she has no talent. the two guys that were really good tied for first! haha. then when it was over, like they were announcing te finalists, we saw mitchel musso! and it seemed like we all saw him at the same time! cause we were like OMGEE! ITS MITCHEL MUSSO at the same time! hahah. by that time, lauras sister came with us. after pics and talking with him (he was pretty nice) the ohdeeem girls hahah they tried to get mitchel to say"oh deem" but he wouldnt ! and we were like aww. after that we walked around with the ohdeem girls and yeaa steffy was snapping pics of signs there (: and lizzy was trying to call someone? hahah. then it was over, i left and people were handing out beachgirl5 pins becuase they made it to the finals!! got home, ate kingtaco bean&cheese burrito xD and yup! that was it! hahah, thanks for reading this super long blog byee!

Trident Gum to the Rescue!

hellooo blogger! (: hahah sorry fr te strange title... i feel funny today. im listening to music, and chewing on *checks* Trident "Tropical Twist" gum. (: i like the taste lalalal. today, my nails are green&blue so im supestoked about them :P today at school, we had pajama day for the first day of spirit week! hhahah, it feels weird wearing pjs to school, but so comfy (: science: ughh i had a nosebleed! and it took the whole period for it to stop, i bled so much and the nurses didnt do anything just to "put the ice on your forehead and apply pressure" ughh, i think i was told to do that over 12 times. yes, i counted :P geometry: hmm we startedlearning about complicated the SSS&SAS theorems. but they were pretty simple, we have a test tomoro on that and indirect proofs! D:. ima epicfaill! nutrition: i saw him (;he was talking to his friends though so i didnt bother :/. english: ughh i really really want to switch to rostons class, we do so many essays in chan's! rawr. music: nothing other than the usual, i forgot my instrument and got a strike, used another one and it plays a lot better than mine! O:lunch: ate some fobby food (rice with yellow brocolli, and karrots) (the brocolli was YELLOW!) we need fresh food! hmm. P.E.: we had esparza as a sub and we practiced setting&bumping, i felt so tired! maybe from the nosebleed... played prisonball. history: did work, quite boring, i wish it was friday so we could listen to our ipods! afterschool: i ran,ran,ran and played bball.

hmm, tomoros crazy hariday, wednesday:crazy hat&glasses day, thursday: formal day. friday: sprts day! i think i might wear shutter shades and a hat for wednesday, wearing my 6th grade culmination dress for thursday! (hope i fit) LOL. and Suns Steve Nash #13 Jersey for friday! i gotta go to the mall tomoro, to buy like the jersey at champs, last time i didnt have enough!

recap of mall trip yesterday: took the 91, too bad 794 wasnt available, it wouldve been a lot easier! though walking in the wind was nice. walked through americana, it was about 12 when we got there so not a lot f people but stilll some. first hit up H&M for edgars formal suit xD its quite expensive there though i must say. a simple black tie was $30! then decided to look around the mall first, to see if there was something cheaper, hit up american eagle next, saw a vest that was black and that went well with his grey shirt from there so the outfit was done! (: it was the same price as the tie too! so we saved money on that :P then went to aero, shirts there are starting to look like fake hco, the beachy theme... anchor bluee was next nothing much there, so after 5 mins of browsing we left. hco, was nice, spring clearance sale! and there was a lady that had a whole babys cart thiny filled with clothes, i thin it was OCTOMOM! lolol jk xD mens wearhouse... ROFLMAO we just walked in, felt akward, looked at the suits. saw it was like $70 for a pair of pants, and walked out. a little too much just to wear for a day. that was mostly it for the galleria, then edgar wanted some food, but then just wanted a drink so got a frozen lemonade from hot dog on a stick :P hmm we walked back out to the americana, saw there was some big musical thingy near the grass area and i was like "Omg, its VFC! hahah as a joke (it was really some kid entertainers dressed in overalls and jean skirts with red hair) hahah ill just keep it short, a lot of other inside jokes made :P went to barnes&nobles, first thing i did was look for a popstar! magazine, but i guess they had every magazine there but that one D:< hahah i was reading GQ, cause robbert pattinson was on the cover :P hes a serious hottie xD then went to the third floor for some starbucks! ordered the usual, venti passion iced tea sweetened and when i got my order i sipped from it and it had like no flavor! so i asked her if she added sugar and she was like " I thought you said unsweetened" I just shook my head and said no i asked for it sweetened and she mixed it. so then we left. then went to forever xxi and bought a cardigan there in a rush so i wouldnt leave edgar outside bored to death or possibly kidnapped (he didnt wan to go in even though i toldhim there was a mens section) :P uhmm, then we were about to go, but i decided since it was still 2 something so we went to old navyy! hmm nothing there, i might buy my luau dress there though! its so pretty (: edgar wanted black pants, but it was too big for him. damn anorexic! xP then we went to borders and i knew there was a popstar mag there! so i looked through it, nothing vfc, except for the pic of DRS, so i didnt buy it went upstairs and i found edgar at a computer searchin for a britney spears CD! ROFLMAO i know! ahahahah. it wasnt in stores, so we left and waited at the bus stop. the 92 just left so like we waited and edgar went to buy something from in n out. then a guy that had a backpack on asked if i had 50 cents he could use for the bus and i said sure and gave him 50 cents i felt nice giving someone in need some money. i hoped i didnt need it later. took the bus, punched edgar about 15 times for punchbuggys xD i love that game because on the way back we passed by a volkswagon dealer :D so yeaa then i went home, super tired and yupp! thanks for reading this super duper long blog! byee! <333>

"That Girl" im ADDICTED to that song (;

dear blog, todayy was uhmm usual? i guess. 1st period: we did the hovercraft thing and i guess it was pretty easy. the fan did all the work :P then saw "stand&deliver" like 5th time watching it? 2nd: hahah kaman&i were talking about pulling some major prank as 8th graders and we thought of the craziest, deadliest, well no really :P, and stupid prank ever! if you wanna know just ask me you will be like :OOO or not lol. homeroom: watched simpsons nutrition: i saw "white tee dude" aah he saw me and like while talking to his friend sorta smiled and waved? aah i stopped breathing. lalalala (: 3rd: we were lik discussing robert frosts poem AGAIN, aah im starting to get sick of analyzing his poems. :/ 4th: we saw Karate Kid original i liked it but ALL the actors had skinny chicken legs. lunch: MESA meeting, blehh. ohh when we were going up te stairs gloria ad some 7th grader were like about to fight, all i saw was they were pulling each others hair and mr. diaz running over there trying to seperate them 5th: PE, was sorta repetitive, volleyball, bump pass and set pass. quite easy since playing beach vollyball in the summer (: 6th: i like that class :D we saw independence day and like puth was smacking people with a rolled up poster paper. only way of defending himself from people stomping on hium xD hmm damali asked me for my waterbottle so she can pour it on him :P but then i was checking my phone myspace and found out about VFC. i cried during class. :'[ afterschool: i went to music, rehearsed and we had a fire drill, me and julie stop, dropped, and rolled. (; ahaha and we practiced the thing for picnic. hmm and that was it ? saw jeanette, celine, and anna? in ct, hahah i was buying cake for my gramas bday <3>thank goodness vfc cleared things up with that blog (:


cant wait for tomoro and the weekend! going to yogurtland tomoro to celebrate jacquelines bday <3>and softball practice, i hope to see white tee dude though i would probably pass out. going to the mall on the weekend, and ordering all the bracelets on saturday! (: stoked about them! bowling on wednesdayy! :D i really hope i dont slip on the lanes! thats it i think byee! <3>

Quite Unusual

hello blogger (: today was a very nice day i have to admit strange but yes nice. well i was dreaming last night and like i fell sleep while rereading twilight and had the weirdest dream ever, if you wanna know just ask (;. but like then at 7:10 i woke up and forgot to set my alarm and was late by like 20 mins! so showered in quite a hurry and combed out my messy hair and gobbled down a whole bowl of cinnamon toast crunch in 2 mins! and ran to the bus stop. to my surprise i was actually early! but my phone only had about 40% battery left and i had to conserve my battery. :[ hmm today in first, we were talking about elements again, and today i focused a lot more in class! like a answered questions and asked some i was proud (: hahah. in geometry, it was the same. that class is getting so easy! hmm homeroom elaine, traci, and i were talking about "scenes" yeaa pretty strange. and steven tran wants better grades! i was pretty shocked when he told us that. 3rd, i liked today (: we traded books, though i wanted house of the scorpion, and we discussed a poem by robert frost i love his poems <3 4th ehh, nothing much, some people were talking about a walkout during 4th, but only the stupid ones at our school actually did it. they all got detenton and only got as far as the administration building. lunch: nothing happened. 5th period: we had to run in the heat today! aah it was so hott and i got cramps :[ but still made 8! :D i was happy. 6th period, puth was trying to "jerk" yeaa i guess its some new dance ? idk. he cant do it :P and like he told us that there were these people that were doing the jerk thingy and like evn an old lady can do it better than him! :O hahah. Afterschool: I went to softball practice, i loved it <33> i saw "white teeshirt dude" ;D yeaa and i was really really happy. he looked at me for like to me what seemed like forever :P and nearly got knocked out by the softball for looking back at him! LOL. aah lalala makes me smile just thinking about that moment (: hmm we played a game, my team won! 12-8 yeaa i really have to improve on my batting though my defense is alright. at home: i got to talk with V todayy!! aah he was on for an unusually long time! like an hour? and we commented back&forth <333 hes so hilarious and i love him. check out my profile, it shows the comments now (; i wish all of them would get in the chat soon though i miss them :[ so yeaa that was my day ill blog tomoro byee!

*sigh* another day in life

hellooo blogger! (: hmm today was a sorta coolish monday? wow never said that :P hmm today i found out i need to go to detention for science T___T or as he calls it "Afterschool Academy" ughh i have a C in his class! why do i still need to go to turtoring?! ughh. geo was cool me, julie and kevin went to skovs to retake the test that was on friday and like yeaa. spent the whole period there :P homeroom i got my report card , ughh same as last year. 3 A's, 2 B's, and one C :[ i really need to improve. 3rd period countinued watching a movie i liked it (: sad at the ending though... 4th period. WERE GOING TO EFFIN DISNEYLAND!! :DDD yay right? hahah that was the all time up of the day... lunchtime ughh had to take test in dams... >.> 5th period, it was pretty darn hot outside to be playing volleyball... im just saying. 6th period nothing much ? hahah talk the whole period about teachers getting lad off and stuff and like we only had 15 mins to do our work :P. Afterschool: went for a run to sycamore park, it was really fun, we played with the excercise thingy mabobs and me and kaman went on the swing! ;D evertime she like went back&forth, we heard it squeak! :O dammit i always knew she was too heavy ;) jk! then we ran back and saw the freaky advertisements of the quaker oats guy that says "Go humans go" yeaa he scares me LOL. D: so yea that was about it! ooh after dinner i went to CVS at nght to buy a NEON GREEN POSTER!! i love this color (: hmm im excited/stoked for tomoros march! ill blog tomro gotta work on the poster!

top of one mountain, bottom of another

hello blogger! its been like 2 weeks since i blogged, im sorry. so what has been going on... im not doing too well in school :/ i mean like idk it is only the first month of the semester. *sigh* i feel so busy all the time i wish i can be everywhere at the same time. yesterday on friday, me, julie, and kevin went to the honors orchestra rehearsal and wow we were really really scared. when we wet into the room they started already and we were late -_-" that really like made me sorta angry i guess that we couldnt like warm up or tune before playing and like the ladt showed julie and kevin to the seats but where was mine ? she looked all around, and i thought "what if they made a mistake and they accidently accepted me?" later they found my seat another girl was in it and the lady whispered something in her ear. im not sure what happened but i was just so nervous! my stand partner was staring at me and i was trying not to notice and just focus on my music. yeaa the first piece" Largo'sNew Word Symphony" or something was like supier easy,we all got that down. Then like we played entrance to queen sheeba which i really need to work on is so freaken fast! bahblahblah yeaa ill rush through without the deets. Lunchtime! the time I was waiting for (: Me, Julie, and Kevin were like looking for the choir people and like the lady told us that they had a different schedule than us. So we went to find some benches, and we looked loner the 3 of us and no teacher! Me and julie were being asian by bringing friend rice! Fried Rice FTWW! ROFL. yeaa then we had rehearsal again like a quick run through. hmm we ended before choir so we sat on the grass and listened to music, me and julie were singing to "Future Love" the lyrics we know by heart <3 color="#999999">and kevin was o_o ahaha, then on the bus we were talking and kevin was like play future love! its the song i secretly like! ;D we knew it! so we blasted it (: we got back to school by like 6th and we went to elliotts room, i love band! though its really really crowded, theyre full of hilarious people (: oh yea like band played their pieces for us and ms.elliott was like so what do you guys think? you guys are the judges! and like everyone was like kevin youre simon! juliana youre paula! and zora.. youre RANDY! ROFLMAO i know! and julie at the end clapped like paula cause shes an actor like that (; kevin didnt say anything though he shoulda talkled in a british accent and i was like "Yo dawg that was dope man you know what im saying ? " ahahha yeaa (: So friday was pretty cool i liked it (: bball was reaealy reealy fun its like my fav sport i think! :D it was super super hot so i went upstairs to rockband and played nirvana "in bloom" (: so that was it! aah i love fridays and weekends dont you? sorry for like lagging on the blogs im trying to catch up! byee! and like always ty for reading <3>

My Week in Review

heyy nosy people reading this! jk. (: how was your week? mine was slow.. but cool sorta? on monday it was raining, i both love and hate the rain because one, the rain feels nice once in a while but then its freezing cold! so yea nothing much happened and afterschool for SRLA, we went running in the hallways and i started singing "We are running" like from FU. (Fired Up) so yeaa then tuesday, nothing much again eeh, wednesday it was raining once more and yeaaa. But we ran to tailoryard park and it was cool and pretty. Ughh ive been sick for about a week now and i dont seem to be getting better this is my summry for the wee until thursday ;D

its been a whilee!

since ive blogged, sorry! today was the first day that i felt like blogging. hmm on thursday, we went to the tolerance museum and it was pretty cool and it made me really think about what im discriminative against. but then we ate lunch at the park and we ate soggy pb&j which was pretty disgusting and then the guys were playing football with a baseball which was pretty retarted but me and elaine still joined in ;D we were on the bus i was so tired from being sick and walking around that i fell asleep there. we got back by 6th and we watched roger rabbit o.o i know. it was sorta lame but we didnt have anything else to watch because the stupid people stole puths stack of DVDs D:< afterschool, we had macbeth and ughh i want to quit -_-" like i was thirsty cause of my sore throat and like i decided to wait for ms randol but like 10 mins later she still wasnt there and like i decided to go next door to buy a raspado. when i got back she was all being bitchy and saying that i was like 20 mins late and i lookd at the clock and it was only 3:15 and she was th one that was late by 10 mins >.> uhh i have a lame part,just because i havent showed up for 2 rehearsals. she kows im busy with other things! so now instead of being a witch and having lines im a retarted drummer and lady macduff T_T yeaa so im thinking of quitting. on friday, nothing much happened, got the music for performance at nokia. 5th i hate tumbling i suck at gymnastics and aguirre had to help me do a forward roll :O 6th puth was being such an ass, not letting us listening to our ipods and stuff just being such a jackass. so afterschool, me and kington confronted him and i told him how big of a retard he was acting that day. afterschool bball was sorta boring i can do a layup atleast. :/ thats it! ty for reading <3>

Not Feeling Well.

hello (: ughh today i feel even worse, woke up with a killer headache and yeaa it sucked so thats why my blogs sound weird and so uninteresting. well first, we watched a boring movie about landing on pluto or something? it was so boring and i just decided to lay my head on the desk and rest since my head was still hurting. then in second, we learned a new lesson and it was pretty easy, i finished my homework before class was done and that was cool no homework. third,was a total bore once more i hate that class. oh during nutrition brenda had these whoppers (the candy) and man i checked the nutritional facts on the box and man! they have like 64 calories for each one! thats a whole lot! during fourth, aah it just went by nothing really happened, 5th period PE was awesomee! i love gymnastics even though i totally suck at it :P we were like doing the balance beam and it was soo freaky! aah it was so high since im tall and like i was shaking so bad! like when we turned i couldnt do it xD freaken hilarious even everyone saw how bad i was at it :P lalala lunch was okay, went to dams just to chill, its full of nerds and geeks there! playng yugioh cards and everything o.o i can always name what mr dam has for lunch, so weird i know :x. aah 6th was okay. i think i failed the test.. afterschool was cool i guess... me and kington stayed in puths room until like 3! we talked and complained about the title cover page having too many boxes. we looked at the drawings on the cupboards. laughed at some *coughbradleyscough* :D hahah kington added puths sister and puth kept telling kington, "kington! thats really freaky! dont ever do that!" hmm this teacher walked in and didnt see puth and he was like "you guys arent puth" and i was like naww were too tall xD puth said that was messed up but he knows its true :P then lexius came in and me and kington were like -_-" yeaa. we called him short though!! xDDD even im taller than him ;D i felt so tall but then i noticed kington was there and i felt short again. hmm, went out to the balcony and felt like throwing my binder off kington was on the phone with his mom and like yeaa we went back into puths. and for some reason we started prank calling! :D we looked through my contact list and called a lotta people (juliana,michelle,and anna) ;P. freaken hilarious! michelle got pissed cause we hid out id and bugged her xDD anna was like on speaker and cussed puth was like "Stop cussing!" and she couldnt hear and was like "What?! stop humping?" ROFLMAO. then puth started prank caling with us! :P he was like whyd you kick my dog? in a funny voice and freaken hilarious just had to be there. science night was cool. helped avellan set up the starlab thingy and it was so dark and cold inside the costellations/stars looked cool though (: launched rockets outside and it was freeezing. can believe hussain was doing frog disections! >...<>

Injury and Guiltiness

soo today was a mondayy. *sigh* doesnt everyone hate mondays? ughh in the morning i woke up with a stuffy nose and sore throat sorta bad for starting a day. and my alarm didnt work and i was like 10 mins latee. the calming shower helped (: i love showers in the morning dont they feel great? hmm i went to school 1st pretty boring, stupid hearing test was so hard to hear with the ldies talking! -_-" hotseat was easy even without cheating i probabbly wouldve gotten some. 2nd aah i hate geometry again! i like got a C on the test!! DD: sucks! and my overall grade was a C?!? aah i miss ms trifaa! atleast i had a B in her class! Dx. ima fail ms skovs class i just know it. then in 3rd, dude i felt so guilty, i didnt finish my essay and i probably should be working on that right now >.> .it was boring as usual i hate that class, its so boring i want to switch to rostons for 3rd, atleast its sorta fun in that class and they get to watch a ton of movies and have cool and sometimes weird subs. then in fourth, it was pretty funny, we were cite reading "Stand "by Me" for orchestra and like the seconds and everyone else was playing their part and it sounded soo much like phantom of the opera! like our section just looked around to see if we all noticed it and started cracking up! :P but yea then it was lunch, didnt really feel that hungry, and they were serving corn dogs and chicken sandwich, hating on vegetarians! jk. hmm tomors family science night, im going but idk why, im definitely not disecting a frog like eww! hmm 5t it was okayy had free play! and it started raining which wasnt really helping my already sickness. i cant wait for the week to pass by, saturday we have a bball game against hollenbeck and we HAVE to win this one, if we want to go to the regionoals or finals. sunday, going to the mall &movies on sunday, with kary, edgar, kaman, janet, and maybe som others? i want to go to that one colorful store... sidacca or something? its so neat! and i need some starbucks havent had that in a while, really feel like a doubleshot or some pflt. vente size pl0x. thats it for today thanks for reading! <3>

Movies & Procrastination.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AARON! <3

So today was a lazy sunday, also my lil bros 9th birthday! <3>theyre so healthy and good (: after costco we went to the edwards cinemas and watched Confessions of a Shopaholic (which is sorta a chickflick but i liked it :D) The Internatinal (which was sorta interesting but boringat the same time) and Pink Panther2 (it was ehh, funny, but stupid too) i wanted to watch bride wars but it wasnt playing anymore. BUT OMGEE JB 3D MOVIE COMES OUT TOMORO! AND THE HANNAH MONTANA THE MOVIE IS COMING OUT SOON! i never thought i would say this but zac efrons petty cute! (; the trailer for 17 again caught my interest. ;D. Finally after the movies we went out for dinner. I wanted to eat at applebees since it was right next door, but my parents were like lets eat somewhere more asian and instead we went to Garden Cafe where they say they use no MSG. theyre lying! the place was pretty nasty, i tried theyre mac and cheese( which was pretty simple) like who could screw up mac&cheese!? so easy to make! yea then we went to Baskin Robbins <3> aah i still need to do my essay for chan im such a terrible procrastinator!! my submarine for dam is gay idk how to make it work or what its supposed to do. so yeaa thanks for reading! <3

Stevenson v.s Nightingale.

today was the big game for bball, the one weve been training for for about a month... and we were against stevenson lady pirates. we knew the game was so hard, like they were super fast, and a little aggressive at times, they kept grabbing my ball when i got the rebound! >:O and then the ref kept giving them the ball because idk why. stupid refs. i think i really do have a bad asthma problem becuase just by the end of the 1st quarter, i could hardly breathe and i chugged downw a bottle of water. by 2nd quarter, we got a little bit better atleast we knew how to move the ball and keep it away from them. but damn! they were good at layups. one things for sure, on tuesday, im doing more suicides in the gym. dude the hollenbeck gym sucks ass, the floor has no grip! katty fell at half court and slid all the way to the net! (that part looked like fun) :P so we kept sliding and slipping and even when we almost slipped and we had the ball the ref called a travel on us! i almost slipped once, i hit the floor about 4 or 5 times trying to protect the ball i rebounded from those crazy pirates. we all played our best though and by the 2nd half we just gave up. by the 3rd quarter i finally made a shot, by the free throw/ 3 point line and that sorta made me happy. finally the game was over, we lost, and yea gregs gonna make us run a ton of suicides during practice. next week were against hollenbeck and were gonna try our hardest to beat them. oh wells tomoro im going to the movies <3 sorry for all my blogs being this long ty for reading <3

Doesnt feel like a Friday.

heyy there! well today was a friday and i woke up at like 6:45 from being scared that my alarm clock wasnt set on and I would be late to school. (thats happened to me MANY times) and like the first thing i noticed was I had a KILLER back and neckache! Reason why? while studing yesterday for the geometry test, that i thought would be hard! but really wasnt and like last minute rushing for Chan's stupid theme essay on Anne frank >.> i fell asleep in my chair head on my desk and the geometry book was my pillow. Then as i began to regain consciousness of where i was i started hearing "She looking for love" by vfc <3 and noticed that i had my earphones on and had my iphone on the whole night! checking that i only had about 45 mins to charge my phone before running like a nerd carrying my violin case, nike shoes,folder, and my geometry book to meet kaman. then i showered, ate, and ran out the door. omg, then like while i was halfway to the spot where i meet kaman, i wanted to call her, and looked inside my pockets and noticed that my phone was gone! I was just like," WTF?! WATHAPPENED TO MY PHONE!?!?" it costed me a whole lot and i had a lotta stuff stored in there. So i ran back and tried to find where my phone was and afterabout like 5-7 mins, i found it by this tree and thank goodness no one that was like behind me or something got it! which do you think is worse: losing your phone or getting chased by a crazy, big, german shephard carrying an instrument, shoes and a folder? well i had to go through both. i got chased by a like 3 fot tall german shephard on my way back to the spot and like it almost caught up to me! i was thinking about what to throw at it, my shoes, violin, folder, or geometry book? when i ran up to this construction site and i guess the noise scared off the dog and it just like ran the other way. Finally! i got to the place where kamans mom picked me up and we went to school! 1st was pretty boring, its like everyday we just do the "hotseat" now and everyones found their way of cheating. 2nd: skov's test was pretty easy, the sub (that sorta looks like obama) :P is pretty cool, doesnt mind us talking or taking out electronics. me and jacqueline were trying to watch bones on the iphone, but it was lagging so we just gave up. 3rd went to elliotts class for the cello&flute couple. it was pretty cool, got mad skillz, but i was mosly relieved that i got to skip 3rd cause i never finished the essay :x. AND WE GOT TRADING CARDS!! LIKE OMGEE! :P i got this dude this looked like mr. knapp and had "pearson" as a last name. at 4th, we played some music, and rodarte played the xylophone and the piece made me think about like cowboys at a bar like and that was playing on a piano idk, music paints pictures in my head. when we were playing appalachian mountains, i kept thinking of edward cullen about to hunt a deer xD i know im just strange like that. lunch was cool, but then for some reason, i just started to feel sad and depressed idk why.. maybe because i havent seen "him" in like 3 or 4 days. 5th period was pretty fun though! we had gymnastics and like we played gladiator ad i won 4-0 >:D lmao. then we started talking about all the things we have to do including forward rolls (which i cant do AT ALL!) must be a tall thing cause kington cant do it either :x. and then we started doing "log rolls" where we roll like on our side across the gym and i was petty dizzy when i got to the end, i had to take like 5 mins or something just to see things right. 6th period, they started something like piranas and sharks? o_o yeaa i didnt really get it, then i started to feel even more depressed, even with music blasting through my ears. but omg, i was listening to T.I. feat JT "dead and gone" and like i looked back and saw bradley looking at what i was listening to... freaky yea, and i was like wtf are you doing?! aftershool, me and juliana were looking for mr diaz to talk to him about the petition we were doing but like right when we had the guts to ask him, he decides to leave early!! and we were like dammiut! we had bball practice, pretty boring, not really confident about winning the game tomoro. got back home and yea. thanks for reading this incredibl long blog! <3